So I was having a pretty good day. I was going to do a food blog (havent done one in a million years!)
And then things just started hitting me.
Moving. (out of my parents house, hopefully for good haha)
Moving on from my ex. (we broke up 2 years ago, and I still love and miss him)
Moving forward. (growing up and being the woman God wants me to be)
WELLL. Thats a HECK of a lot of moving. (I dont think I have enough boxes haha)
Basically. I just feel my life pulling in a million directions. As I type this post, Im actually crying, and Im not sure why. (maybe lack of sleep and being sick)
Anywho. I was looking for inspiration. Something to keep me moving.
I first saw it on Facebook. (OHHH good O’ facebook haha) Two weeks ago, a very special baby passed away in our NICU and I am now friends with her mother on fb. I saw her on the newsfeed, and was compeled to send her a message. Just to check and see how she was doing, and that I was thinking about her.
Then I started to think about death. And how I HAVE NO IDEA whats after. I do believe in Heaven. But what is it? Where is it? Whos there? (ok Im giving myself an ulcer hhaha)
Well I started to think about the people I hurt. The ones I dont keep in touch with. What life is all about!
I just googled (LOVE GOOGLING!) and I found this website.
Its not too shabby, and exactly what I needed.
Living involves tearing up one rough draft after another. ~Author Unknown
When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, “I used everything you gave me.” ~Erma Bombeck
Life’s not always fair. Sometimes you can get a splinter even sliding down a rainbow. ~Terri Guillemets
Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can. ~Danny Kaye
Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once. ~Lillian Dickson
I count life just stuff, To try the soul’s strength on.
Sunday clears away the rust of the whole week. ~Joseph Addison
In the book of life, the answers aren’t in the back. ~Charlie Brown
OOOKKK that might be enough hahah.
These quotes are helping me realize tomorrow is a new day. Everything really DOES happen for a reason.
I’ve been having a lot of “WHAT IFs”. What if i would have stayed with my son’s dad? would it have been better? THe list goes on and on.
Question for you:
When you are low, or wondering about life, what pulls you through?
If you have any WHAT IFs, how do you get rid of them? haha