Well Ive been ALL over st louis this weekend.
On Saturday I worked at my house till 2pm.
First we tore the whole kitchen down..
My dad came to help too!
Then my mom and I painted Andrew’s room
Still need to do all the edges, but it looks AWESOME!
Then we put up two ceiling fans, replacing OLD DARK FANS (with no lights)
THen it was time to get pretty and head to a party at my friend Katie’s house.
Lots of nonsense, but I stayed clear
I just had two beers and headed home. Waiting for my kiddo to get home…..
Woke up Sunday with the desire to go to church.
( I know on blogs you arent suppose to talk about church, God, or politics. So Im sorry. I wont go deep I promise)
When I got there I was pretty much BEGGING for guidance, help, and asking what to do.
During that hour, I could feel my heart getting stronger. And I knew I would need it.
This afternoon I was picking up my son from his dad’s house, and we were going to talk. I wanted to tell him what I have been feeling for several months.
When I arrived to pick him up, my exs girlfriend was there. Instead of my heart breaking into a million pieces (AGAIN) I left with my son. My ex knew that we were suppose to talk, but he didnt care.
And even though I did cry later. And I will always love him. I deserve the best. And I deserve someone who thinks about me. About my feelings. About my wants.
AND Im sure this wont be the end of the emotions, I am making progress!!!
Well with all that talk, I leave you with the lil man in my life
Thanks for listening. I promise to have more to talk about someday! haha
And I am watching Just Dance 2…it makes me want to dance!
Question for you:
What did you do this weekend?