All girls need flowers

I feel like I have a BILLION updates. It has just been one of those weekends and it has dragged onto Monday haha

My tooth is feeling a million times better, and I don’t look like a chipmunk (as much…… haha)

 I was able to make it to work this weekend, unfortuantly, I didn’t have the best day. On Sunday, I actually had a family become very upset and yell at me for something that didn’t even happen on my shift. The baby was also not stable.

But today is where the most action occurred. I only worked a 1/2 shift, because I had to take Andrew to the allergist. But during those 6 hours, I was yelled at by the same family again. Cried during rounds to the medical team. And had a family meeting w/ this family. I didn’t even start charting till11!!! I didn’t eat the whole time I was there……. Being that this happened two days in a row, I am emotionally spent.

Luckily, I was able to get out of there on time to meet Andrew and his dad for his appointment. Since Andrew has had MANY ear infections, and strep throat cases we are seeing the allergist and the ENT specialists. Today, he had his allergy tests.

It actually went really well. We found he was only allergic to a certain mold and ragweed. And who isn’t here in st louis???? But now, we have to wonder what is causing all these infections

I also found another mouse in the basement.   why was I in the basement you ask? I was having a little cry session while cleaning. haha

Instead of eating A TON of ice cream and crying my eyes out, I cleaned and then found some amazing roses in my backyard.

I even told my dad I hate rose bushes (which I do) but they are so beautiful!

I had to pick some and bring them in the kitchen. See the huge one on the right!!!!

We then went on a walk. It is amazing what flowers and a walk can do  🙂

I am hoping for a tearfree pleasant Tuesday!!

Question for you:

Have you ever had allergy tested? Are you allergic to anything?

-I am not allergic to a thing. I am lucky, especically since everyone in St Louis seems to have issues

Have you ever had one of those days at work?

One Flaw

Yesterday was one of those days.

It started w/ the first snow for St Louis (can you believe that!?!!? January for the first snow). Well, it was a long and slow commute to work, but I made it all in one piece.

Work was not long and slow. I hit the ground running when I first came in at 7 am, and it didn’t stop until I clocked out at 19:30 (hey at least I was on time! haha) THe baby had had today, was just not having a good day….at all.

The day also started w/ news that one of my good friends lost her baby. She and her husband have been trying for awhile to get pregnant. and I was so happy when we finally got the news! She was actually in my house when she first told me. I send all the prayers and love in the world to her and her family.

After this, I also knew I needed to talk to Ryan.  I never like to have this conversation. To say “This just isn’t going to work”. Even if I have only been talking to someone for a few weeks, it still feels like a “break up”.

Then on the drive home, I got a text from Andrew’s dad. and it wasn’t very nice. Let’s leave it at that.

So here I am going down the highway at 40 miles per hour, trying to not get hit by anyone on the slick snowy roads. And also trying not to pass out because Im Exhausted! And I began to cry. (LET IT OUT GIRL! haha)

I went and tucked Andrew into bed, and talked with my mom. She was an ICU nurse back in the day, and talking with her always makes me feel better. And then when I got home, I took a bath. IT WAS AWESOME! and I checked my email. And my mom had sent me this:


God doesn’t give you the people you want; He gives you the people you NEED…to help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be.


One Flaw In Women


Women have strengths that amaze men…

They bear hardships and they carry burdens,

but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.

They sing when they want to cry.

They cry when they are happy

and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in…

They stand up to injustice.

They don’t take “no” for an answer

when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel

and cheer when their friends get awards.

They are happy when they hear about

a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.

They grieve at the loss of a family member,

yet they are strong when they

think there is no strength left.

They know that a hug and a kiss

can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

They’ll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you

to show how much they care about you.

The heart of a woman is what

makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love.

They have compassion and ideas.

They give moral support to their

family and friends.

Women have vital things to say

and everything to give..


The thing I found ironic, she sent this to me this afternoon. Before she even knew I was having a rough day. I swear, sometimes, we received something just when we need it!

Question for you:

Your awesome in many ways, what is one of them?

-I wear my heart on my sleeve. Which is pretty awesome (even though it gets wounded more easily)